To be honest.. I dislike having the label of ‘Fake’. Im not a fake. I just face my issues differently..
Please, can’t you let yourself go sometimes.. Have fun. Its okay to have fun. Be stupid with me or something. Say whats on your mind. I always wondered why you could always do that with them but never with me ? So close but yet so far.. I’m happy either way though. Atleast we talk abit even If its just a few sentences. Its enough for me. l’ll just let time pass by and soon enough just maybe.. you’d just be stupid/have fun with me once in awhile.
Damn, What mood swings I have. Just at the same time.. I just wanna be alone. Why can’t I ever get my space I always say to myself. Why do people have to talk to me? Why do they wait? Why do they have to worry and question me? Can’t I just be alone. Do my own thing. Ive never really accomplished anything without the help of others actually. AlI I want is time by myself without anybody else.
Fml. I don’t know what im doing. ugh.
Ive died.
Ha, your funny !
Don’t worry buddy ! I can see you guys/you are doing quite well without me :) Just go hang out with J and C and M. Soon enough yous shall forgot about me and those past memories we had. They will soon disappear as new memories from now have replaced It. Just whatever. I don’t fucken give a crap. Ugh what a mood im in.
No more tumblr crap from now on. ugh.
